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Lovers # 23




Trust and faith. 

I do. 

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Vim with the Syntastic plugin and ESLint (feat Vundle)

나는 nerdtree 라든지 하는 플러그인 안쓰고 날것의 vim 을 좋아하는데 syntax 나 eslint 는 필수기 때문에 써야지.
플러그인 관리 대세가 pathogen 에서 vundle 로 넘어간 듯.. 대세는 또 따라줘야지.
Vundle: https://github.com/VundleVim/Vundle.vim
Syntastic: https://github.com/vim-syntastic/syntastic
깃허브에 아주 잘 설명되어 있고.. 아래는 내 설치 히스토리.
소스 받기
.vimrc 에 다음 내용 추가 - Syntastic(만) 포함됨
설정된 플러그인 인스톨
플러그인 인스톨하면 화면 쪼개지고 설치 진행됨. 당황하지 말고 Vim 상태표시줄에 다 끝났다는 메시지 나오면 끄면 됨.
ESLint 는 글로벌로 설치해놓고 
사용하고 있는 .eslintrc 가 없다면 프로젝트 root path 에서
eslint 설정 파일이 있다면 아무 파일이나 돌려보면 eslint-plugin-react 등 필요한 것들 설치해줌
글로벌로 npm 설치해도 물론 됨
끝.
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Reason why I chose Nightmare over phantomjs, casperjs, selenium and ...

테스트용이 아니라 자동화, 스크랩핑(automation, scraping) 용도로 헤드리스 브라우저 - headless browser: 그래픽 인터페이스가 없고 프로그래밍으로 컨트롤 가능한 브라우저 - 를 살펴보고 있는데 종류도 많고 문서 읽어보면 각각의 장점도 분명해서 선택이 어렵다.
이럴땐 사용자도 많고 소스도 오랜시간 검증된 안전한 선택이 좋겠다.
하지만 ㅋㅋㅋ 결론적으로 이번 플젝에 Nightmare 를 선택한 이유는..
Nightmare 공홈이 너무 귀여워서 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋ 개귀염
phantomjs 를 엔진으로 쓰다가 2배가량 빠르다는 Electron 으로 엔진을 교체했다는 솔깃한 얘기는 덤.
콜백지옥을 경험하지 않아도 되는 코딩 스타일도 덤.
react 로 작성된 웹페이지와 같이 특정 노드를 대기할 수 있는 메소드가 있는 것도 덤.
- 끝 -
http://www.nightmarejs.org/

http://www.seleniumhq.org/

http://casperjs.org/
http://phantomjs.org/
https://electron.atom.io/

https://github.com/dhamaniasad/HeadlessBrowsers [헤드리스 브라우저 리스트 - outdated]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Headless_browser [헤드리스 브라우저 위키]
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지금 내게 바라는 것

Don't care about what others think, as long as I like it. Just do what I want to do.
It is alright even if it turns out to be total failure. I am worthy enough to take risks and failure. So.. even if I fail something by doing what I like, it totally worth it.
I deserve to be myself.
I deserve to fail.
I deserve to be worth risks.
no more hesitation because I am afraid of
failure.
what others will not like.
wasting money or time or effort.
Because I totally worth it.
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Being me

"Mom,Mom! Are you alright? Where are you?" If something goes wrong with her it's will all be my fault. I shouldn't have leaved her alone and come to Forks..."Bella? Bella, bella! Bella, where are you?" Rènee! She's here, she's alive. She's going to be okay...
I've never given much thought to how I would die-though I'd had reason enough in the last few months- but even if I had, I would have not imagined it like this. Still, I can't get myself to regret this decision. The decision that made me come here to die. Because I loved her as much as I loved Edward.
"Bella, Bella!"
"Mom, I suck."
"You do not suck! You're a wonderful dancer."
"Everybody is making fun of me…"
 This talk was oddly farmilliar. Then I knew.
 "No..." It was all I could say. He tricked me to death. 
I thought I was ready, But I wasn't. I was never ready. Even I don't die and become a vampire, I will not be able to live. I wasn't ready. Yet. Or I thought I wasn't.
"Oh...dear...You were a stuborn child, wern't you?" His cruel voice was screeching. It was too horrifying but also beautiful. "What have you done to her??" He must be out of mind. "Don't worry. She's safe in Jacksonville. She doesn't even know you're here." At least my mother was safe. "But still, you made things too easy...It isn't much fun. Is it? I wanted to see your dear Edward's feeble atempt to save you. So, to make things more entertainainig, I'll send this little film of our time together to your mate. Is it okay?" No! Then, he'll be in danger…"No! Absolutely not! He...he has nothing to do with this!" But he merly chuckled. "He absolutly has every thing to do with this. I borrowed this camera from your house, and I hope you don't mind. Good. And, Action!" 
What? 
He was a monster. A cruel monster who played with his food. I was the victim tonight. 
Edward, Edward! 
The moment we kissed for the first time shook my thoughts. It was all I could think about. If I have to die, I will die a graceful death, thingking the happiest moment in my life. I could almost see his pale white, blazing cold fingers wiping my warm cheekbones all the way to my lips and collarbones.
I could die for him. I just wished that victoria wouldn't touch him. 
No. He was strong enough. He will survive through this. I know it.
But me...I was just a fragile human. Too easy to break. Even James just flings a finger, my head could brek in a second.
But I still had to survive this. Run away if possible.
How could I distract him?
                                         ~oOo~
"Bella, take this pepper spray. This will make me a bit more relived."
 "Well...I don't know…I mean, all thus animal attacks, it happens very rarely." 
"Please. I bet Edward will approve it too. He's like crazy about your safety."
                                         ~oOo~
I don't know why, but this memory just popped out of my head. It wasn't for sure but, this might work. But not for long.
"Tchhh" Suddenly, my feet seemed to be glued on the floor. I couldn't move. I was scared.
"Ha, Ha, Ha. Did you reay think that the pepper spray will work?" He was furious at me for trying to live. But what else could I do? Just sit down and wait for my life to end? I had to do something. And then, he tossed me like anrag doll. "CRACK!" Oww… My head was bleeding. Wait, blood? He was a vampire. He was not even a vegetarian.
"Tell him!! Tell him how much it hurts!!" Suddenly, he pressed my leg under his foot with all his strength. I couldn't feel anything for a second. But then, the pain struck me. My leg was snapping under his freezingly cold fingers. All I could think about was the pain in my leg. I had to make it go away. But how? I tried to scream. But his too-tight-fingers were pressing my lips like a cold stone, making me unable to say anything. I had to do something.
No, that was not the important thing. I couldn't see well because of my blazzing pain but, I could feel his icy lips on my left arm.
I thought 'I will die.'
And then, the coldness was gone. Other coldness filled me again. But now, it was a familia and cozy coldness.
My nosetrills flared. I could smell Edward's raspberry-mint flavoured breath. I had to have it more. It made my pain go away. I had to gulp the air around me.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. I'll take you to carlisle and treat you." His velvet voice made my every single bodypart melt. I could taste his sweet flavour. Treating my broken leg was not the important thing now. Being with him was.
"Edward….Edward, don't go! Don't…" He stood up suddenly. Don't go! I can't live without you! I don't need anything in except for you. "I'm not going anywhere. Hold on tight." His pained whisper made my heart reap. He shouldn't be in pain. Was he hurt? Then I knew. He was not hurt. Watching me hurt was hurting him.
"We'll jump." Then, we bounced up in the sky. I thought we were free.
But we wern't.
"I won't let you go." James had jump to make us fall.
We crashed down the hall. I could see clearly again. James was strangling edward's neck!
"You came here because you are faster than the others. But not stronger." He was lunatic. Absolutely lethal as Laurent said.
"I'm strong enough to kill you!"
But then, he crashed into the floor. James was strong. He began to run. But where was he runing to? He was getting closer to me by every second.
"No!" He was coming to bite me.
Edward! Please come and save me!
But he was nowhere near me and the lunatic vampire was crouching toward me. His cold hands covered my ankles. I tried to get out of his hand but he was too strong.
It all happened in a second. At first it was a pleasant warmth. But as the clock ticked by, it grew hotter and hotter. 
Warm. Hot. Fire. Too much fire!
I had too much fire in my body. My bones was shreiking in pain. It was a pain beyond pain. No one would know this pain if he havn't felt it.
James, snapping my legs under his foot. That was nothing. That was a soft place to rest on a feather bed. I'd take that now, a hundred times. A hundred snaps. I'd take it and be grateful.
Deep blue sea, drowning my breathes, trying to kill me. That was nothing. That was a floating in the cool pool. I'd take it a thousand times. Take it and be grateful.
"Carlisle!" Edward shouted for Carlisle. "We need to cure broken leg." No! Please make the fire go away! My broken leg wasn't important now. My left hand was burning fire. Not only my arm but my entire body was. "Alice, tie her legs upper than my hands. Unfasten your belt." His voice was buisness-like.
 Then he saw my arm where it was bitten by james.
Now, his voice turned iike he was in a great hurry.
"He bit her. We need to suck her venom out. Or there actually is another option...We could simply let the change happen."
The change? Me being vampire? It was a better option but my pain was too big to fight off.
I wanted him to suck up my venom. But will he be able to stop? We still had to try.
"Edward. Suck. The venom. Out. Now!"
It was all I could say. I could scream but, it was no good after all.
Seconds ticked by.
Did edward suck my venom up? 
No he didn't. I didn't feel the pain shrinking. I was becoming one of them. I knew that it was too late to suck it. 
The venom had already reached my heart.
                                         ~oOo~
[Edward]
When I arrived, James was almost biting her ankle. I don't think, I just lunge. I never have imagined that I would sacrifice myself for a little girl in my existance.
I never knew what was Alice like to Jasper.
I never understood clearly why they would rather die than to live alone.
But now, after a hundred years of practice for this very moment, I resisted human blood. When Carlisle told that resisting will make me more caring and loving, I didn't knew what he was talking about, but I could understand it now.
I never felt somthing similar to 'love' exept for my familly.
But the girl, a fragile, small and vulnerable girl made me feel that thing.
When she came into my life, when I finally found what a love was, when I first saw her, 
my heart began to beat again.
I was smiling again.
I found myself crazed and dazed by her small little smile.
It was like a midsummer night's dream.
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He wishes for the cloths of heaven

He wished for the cloths of heaven
William Butler Yeats
HAD I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
내게 황금빛과 은빛으로 짜여진 
천국의 옷감이 있다면,
푸르고 어둑하고 어두운 빛의 반밖에 안되는 밤처럼 어두운 옷감이 있다면,
당신이 발 밑에 그 옷감을 깔아드리고 싶어요.
하지만, 가난하여, 꿈 밖에 가진 것이 없으니,
당신의 발 빝에 나의 꿈이라도 깔아드릴께요.
부드럽게 밟아주세요. 당신이 밟는 것은 나의 꿈이니까요.
문득 예이츠의 시가 생각이 나서 발번역으로 공유합니다.
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공통점

One thing that married people and single people have in common is that they envy each other.
 - Mu-Tae Seo.
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no where

Dear djasidoasidjasfjosdajsfdfij
Hi 
I am still here on Earth...
and....
still...
i have no place to stay.
I am tired...
endlessly.
Let me just disappear, and dissipate.
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hyuuuuuuuun

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Refining the path our readers tak
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뻔뻔하게 글을 씁시다

글쓰기의 목적은 여러분 아버지와 어머니가 부끄러워 졸도하게 만드는 데 있다.
- J.P. 돈리비
The purpose of writing is to make your mother and father drop dead with shame
- J. P. Donleavy
글쓰기 : 지금 당장 뻔뻔하게 글 쓰기
사진: National Portrait Gallery
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they will offer you

The sheeps are in the field

And somehow the dog's being chased
Maybe it needs some help
But the sheeps are all black
Still running, the dog
Maybe already bitten in its mind
She's alright she's fine
As long as she's breathing she'll never be exhausted
It's okay, the four kind friends tell her
Stop running and come to us but she cannot hear
My black dog with golden spots
Still running in the field
Losing her way home, losing her memories
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Bring it all back - S club 7

Don't stop, never give up, 
Hold your head high and reach the top,
Let the World see what you have got, 
Bring it all back to you
Hold on to what you try to be your individuality, 
When the world is on your shoulders, 
Just smile and let it go,
If people try to put you down, 
just walk on by don't turn around;
You only have to answer to yourself,
Don't you know its true what they say, 
That life it ain' t easy,
But your time is coming around
Don't stop, never give up, 
Hold your head high and reach the top,
Let the world see what you have got, 
Bring it all back to you, 
Dream of falling in Love,
Anything you've been thinking of,
When the world seems to get to tough,
Bring it all back to you.
Try not to worry about a thing, 
Enjoy the good times life can bring,
Keep good all the solitude,
Got to let the feeling show,
Imagination is the key,
Because you are your own destiny, 
Never should be lonely when time is on your side.
Don't you know its true what they say, 
Things are said to try you, 
But your times is coming around,
(So don't stop trying) 
Don't stop, never give up,
Hold your head high and reach the top, 
Let the world see what you have got,
Bring it all back to you,
Dream of falling in Love,
Anything you've been thinking of, 
When the world seems to get to tough, 
Bring it all back to you.
Don't you know its true what they say,
Things happen for a reason,
But you times coming around,
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난 니가 지겨워

그는 확신에 가득차 있다.
나에 대해서 자기가 더 잘안다며, 내 핵심 가치를 무참하게 부인한다.
아니라고, 아니라고 하자, 목소리를 높여 소리를 친다.
'넌 이거야' 라며.
그는 참 가르칠게 많다.
내가 다른 사람들과 무슨 관계가 오고가는지 알지도 못하면서 이렇게 해라 저렇게 해라 단정짓는다.
내가 남들을 만나든 말든 그가 가르칠 문제는 아니다.
나는 나를 파괴할 권리가 있으며, 좋은 사람을 만나든 악당을 만나든 내 권한이다.
그런데 그는 그걸 이해를 못한다.
좋은 남자를 만나라고 가르치신다.
누구 누구도 좋은 사람이니까 인사하란다.
지가 엄마야?
자기 생식기에서 일어나는 일을 낱낱이 다 이야기 하고 싶어하는 그.
자기 sex life 가 어떻고 자기가 엔조이하는 남자들하고 어떤 애무를 했는지 사생활에 대해
다 얘기하는 그가 싫다. 아, 노출증 정신병이 있나?
원래 유엔병자들이 고지식하고 융통성이 없고 경직되어 있는데다 알음알음으로 인맥을 통하기 때문에,
수 천개 옵션 중에 한 개 밖에 생각을 못하고 기괴스럽게도 성적으로 강박관념이 심각하다.
그래서, 대통령될려고 동성애를 정치적으로 이용할 정도의 비정상적인 성도착을 가지고 있고,
자기들이 스토킹하는 젊은 여성을 sex and the city 라고 하는 싸구려 3류 미국 드라마의 틀에 가두어 놓는 무식함의 소유자들이다.  본인이 그런 작고 폐쇠적인 렌즈로 자기를 본다면, 그들만의 개성으로 봐줄 수 있는데,
내 개인 정보도 달랜다. 미친년. 난  민주당 정신병 없어. 내가 힐러린 줄 아니? 1년 내내 피임약 달고 사는 미국년인줄 아니?
난 분명히 우정으로써 헌신(?) 했고 충실했다고 생각한다.
그러나 더 이상 companion으로써의 필요가 없어지자,
자기 고등학교 부터 친하던 친구에게 쪼르르 달려가버리고
자기는 걔를 만나야 한다며 나를 거절하더니
이제와서 또 만나자고 지랄? 또, 뭐가 필요해졌나 보지.
어쩌나, 가르침과 훈계를 생각만 해도 지겨운 걸.
내가 원래 사람을 경계한다고? 헐....
아니야, 난 콕 찎어서, 조선일보와 삼성, KAIST 를 피해다닐 뿐이야.
니들이 줄 대고 있으니까.