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why are you doing this to me?

Are you afraid of me?

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Being me

"Mom,Mom! Are you alright? Where are you?" If something goes wrong with her it's will all be my fault. I shouldn't have leaved her alone and come to Forks..."Bella? Bella, bella! Bella, where are you?" Rènee! She's here, she's alive. She's going to be okay...
I've never given much thought to how I would die-though I'd had reason enough in the last few months- but even if I had, I would have not imagined it like this. Still, I can't get myself to regret this decision. The decision that made me come here to die. Because I loved her as much as I loved Edward.
"Bella, Bella!"
"Mom, I suck."
"You do not suck! You're a wonderful dancer."
"Everybody is making fun of me…"
 This talk was oddly farmilliar. Then I knew.
 "No..." It was all I could say. He tricked me to death. 
I thought I was ready, But I wasn't. I was never ready. Even I don't die and become a vampire, I will not be able to live. I wasn't ready. Yet. Or I thought I wasn't.
"Oh...dear...You were a stuborn child, wern't you?" His cruel voice was screeching. It was too horrifying but also beautiful. "What have you done to her??" He must be out of mind. "Don't worry. She's safe in Jacksonville. She doesn't even know you're here." At least my mother was safe. "But still, you made things too easy...It isn't much fun. Is it? I wanted to see your dear Edward's feeble atempt to save you. So, to make things more entertainainig, I'll send this little film of our time together to your mate. Is it okay?" No! Then, he'll be in danger…"No! Absolutely not! He...he has nothing to do with this!" But he merly chuckled. "He absolutly has every thing to do with this. I borrowed this camera from your house, and I hope you don't mind. Good. And, Action!" 
What? 
He was a monster. A cruel monster who played with his food. I was the victim tonight. 
Edward, Edward! 
The moment we kissed for the first time shook my thoughts. It was all I could think about. If I have to die, I will die a graceful death, thingking the happiest moment in my life. I could almost see his pale white, blazing cold fingers wiping my warm cheekbones all the way to my lips and collarbones.
I could die for him. I just wished that victoria wouldn't touch him. 
No. He was strong enough. He will survive through this. I know it.
But me...I was just a fragile human. Too easy to break. Even James just flings a finger, my head could brek in a second.
But I still had to survive this. Run away if possible.
How could I distract him?
                                         ~oOo~
"Bella, take this pepper spray. This will make me a bit more relived."
 "Well...I don't know…I mean, all thus animal attacks, it happens very rarely." 
"Please. I bet Edward will approve it too. He's like crazy about your safety."
                                         ~oOo~
I don't know why, but this memory just popped out of my head. It wasn't for sure but, this might work. But not for long.
"Tchhh" Suddenly, my feet seemed to be glued on the floor. I couldn't move. I was scared.
"Ha, Ha, Ha. Did you reay think that the pepper spray will work?" He was furious at me for trying to live. But what else could I do? Just sit down and wait for my life to end? I had to do something. And then, he tossed me like anrag doll. "CRACK!" Oww… My head was bleeding. Wait, blood? He was a vampire. He was not even a vegetarian.
"Tell him!! Tell him how much it hurts!!" Suddenly, he pressed my leg under his foot with all his strength. I couldn't feel anything for a second. But then, the pain struck me. My leg was snapping under his freezingly cold fingers. All I could think about was the pain in my leg. I had to make it go away. But how? I tried to scream. But his too-tight-fingers were pressing my lips like a cold stone, making me unable to say anything. I had to do something.
No, that was not the important thing. I couldn't see well because of my blazzing pain but, I could feel his icy lips on my left arm.
I thought 'I will die.'
And then, the coldness was gone. Other coldness filled me again. But now, it was a familia and cozy coldness.
My nosetrills flared. I could smell Edward's raspberry-mint flavoured breath. I had to have it more. It made my pain go away. I had to gulp the air around me.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. I'll take you to carlisle and treat you." His velvet voice made my every single bodypart melt. I could taste his sweet flavour. Treating my broken leg was not the important thing now. Being with him was.
"Edward….Edward, don't go! Don't…" He stood up suddenly. Don't go! I can't live without you! I don't need anything in except for you. "I'm not going anywhere. Hold on tight." His pained whisper made my heart reap. He shouldn't be in pain. Was he hurt? Then I knew. He was not hurt. Watching me hurt was hurting him.
"We'll jump." Then, we bounced up in the sky. I thought we were free.
But we wern't.
"I won't let you go." James had jump to make us fall.
We crashed down the hall. I could see clearly again. James was strangling edward's neck!
"You came here because you are faster than the others. But not stronger." He was lunatic. Absolutely lethal as Laurent said.
"I'm strong enough to kill you!"
But then, he crashed into the floor. James was strong. He began to run. But where was he runing to? He was getting closer to me by every second.
"No!" He was coming to bite me.
Edward! Please come and save me!
But he was nowhere near me and the lunatic vampire was crouching toward me. His cold hands covered my ankles. I tried to get out of his hand but he was too strong.
It all happened in a second. At first it was a pleasant warmth. But as the clock ticked by, it grew hotter and hotter. 
Warm. Hot. Fire. Too much fire!
I had too much fire in my body. My bones was shreiking in pain. It was a pain beyond pain. No one would know this pain if he havn't felt it.
James, snapping my legs under his foot. That was nothing. That was a soft place to rest on a feather bed. I'd take that now, a hundred times. A hundred snaps. I'd take it and be grateful.
Deep blue sea, drowning my breathes, trying to kill me. That was nothing. That was a floating in the cool pool. I'd take it a thousand times. Take it and be grateful.
"Carlisle!" Edward shouted for Carlisle. "We need to cure broken leg." No! Please make the fire go away! My broken leg wasn't important now. My left hand was burning fire. Not only my arm but my entire body was. "Alice, tie her legs upper than my hands. Unfasten your belt." His voice was buisness-like.
 Then he saw my arm where it was bitten by james.
Now, his voice turned iike he was in a great hurry.
"He bit her. We need to suck her venom out. Or there actually is another option...We could simply let the change happen."
The change? Me being vampire? It was a better option but my pain was too big to fight off.
I wanted him to suck up my venom. But will he be able to stop? We still had to try.
"Edward. Suck. The venom. Out. Now!"
It was all I could say. I could scream but, it was no good after all.
Seconds ticked by.
Did edward suck my venom up? 
No he didn't. I didn't feel the pain shrinking. I was becoming one of them. I knew that it was too late to suck it. 
The venom had already reached my heart.
                                         ~oOo~
[Edward]
When I arrived, James was almost biting her ankle. I don't think, I just lunge. I never have imagined that I would sacrifice myself for a little girl in my existance.
I never knew what was Alice like to Jasper.
I never understood clearly why they would rather die than to live alone.
But now, after a hundred years of practice for this very moment, I resisted human blood. When Carlisle told that resisting will make me more caring and loving, I didn't knew what he was talking about, but I could understand it now.
I never felt somthing similar to 'love' exept for my familly.
But the girl, a fragile, small and vulnerable girl made me feel that thing.
When she came into my life, when I finally found what a love was, when I first saw her, 
my heart began to beat again.
I was smiling again.
I found myself crazed and dazed by her small little smile.
It was like a midsummer night's dream.
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why

왜 여기에 오지.

나를 쓰레기 취급한 곳인데.

1. 갈 곳이 없어서. 똥파리 때문에.

2. 로그인 하지 않으면 글을 쓸 수 있는 곳이 없어져서.

3. 그냥 취해서
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Why!?

그렇다면 이런 국내외 기업들이 위키를 쓰는 이유가 뭘까요?
간단하게 설명하면 '오피스 프로그램만으로 일을 하는 경우 발생하는 문제점을 보완하기 위해서 필요하다.' 라고 할 수 있습니다. 요즘은 카카오톡 으로 일하는 경우도 있지만, 여전히 그리고 앞으로도 대부분의 업무는 MS오피스나 iWorks로 작성돼고 이메일을 통해서 이뤄질 것 입니다.
이런 프로그램들은 다양한 기능을 제공하고, 무척 편리한 도구임이 분명하지만 몇 가지 문제점이 있습니다. 
이메일은 언젠가 '지워'집니다.
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Reason why I chose Nightmare over phantomjs, casperjs, selenium and ...

테스트용이 아니라 자동화, 스크랩핑(automation, scraping) 용도로 헤드리스 브라우저 - headless browser: 그래픽 인터페이스가 없고 프로그래밍으로 컨트롤 가능한 브라우저 - 를 살펴보고 있는데 종류도 많고 문서 읽어보면 각각의 장점도 분명해서 선택이 어렵다.
이럴땐 사용자도 많고 소스도 오랜시간 검증된 안전한 선택이 좋겠다.
하지만 ㅋㅋㅋ 결론적으로 이번 플젝에 Nightmare 를 선택한 이유는..
Nightmare 공홈이 너무 귀여워서 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋ 개귀염
phantomjs 를 엔진으로 쓰다가 2배가량 빠르다는 Electron 으로 엔진을 교체했다는 솔깃한 얘기는 덤.
콜백지옥을 경험하지 않아도 되는 코딩 스타일도 덤.
react 로 작성된 웹페이지와 같이 특정 노드를 대기할 수 있는 메소드가 있는 것도 덤.
- 끝 -
http://www.nightmarejs.org/

http://www.seleniumhq.org/

http://casperjs.org/
http://phantomjs.org/
https://electron.atom.io/

https://github.com/dhamaniasad/HeadlessBrowsers [헤드리스 브라우저 리스트 - outdated]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Headless_browser [헤드리스 브라우저 위키]
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perfume than eau de cologne

 Gong asked " Lee.......what is the smell? soap?"
I said, "No...it's perfume"

Gong asked "why do you wear that?"
I answered, "because wine is not enought for me."
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a change of conference venue

1. conference venue 가 바뀌었다. 제길슨, 가뜩이나 연구비가 부족한데, 물 한 잔 부터 모든 게 다 비싼 나라로 변경되었다. 이제, 노트북 사는 건 완전 포기다. 이 탱크 같은 1kg 가 넘는 노트북을 더 들고 다녀야 돼?

2. administration 처리하는 게 너무 싫어서, 금주를 잘 지키다가, 지금 소주를 마시고 있다. 아직, 영수증 처리 힐 것이 많은데 이러고 있다. There is something wrong with mentality. 영수증 처리하는 게 이렇게 싫은거는, 뭔가 문제가 있는 거다. 
3. we all die, but why not today.
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백야

뒤로 조금만 뒤로
승민아 뒤에 많이 남았다
괜찮다니까
야! 백야 빽빽
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사랑

좋아하는건 이 사람이 좋다고 느끼는 거고
사랑하는건 이 사람이 아니면 안 돼 라고
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행복

그저 바라만 보고있어도 행복했다.
그래서 다가가지 않았다.
멀리서  보면 환하고 아름다운 불꽃이지만
가까이 간다면 데일것이 분명함에. . .
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미끼

흔들거리며 춤추며 유혹하는 우아한 것.
하지만 그 행동은 무의미하다네
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포장마차

유달리 조용했던 그날의 포장마차 안 
토독토독 들리는 빗소리
날 바라보는 일렁이는 너의 눈동자
술때문인지 너의 수줍은 입맞춤 때문인지
나의 두 뺨은 한떨기 붉은 장미마냥 피어올랐었다.
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그날과 같은 자리 같은공간 같은 빗소리 
하지만 이제 내 앞에는 그날의 네가 없다.
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일요일

나는..너를안고싶었다
한겨울에는바람이차니까
나는 너를 안고 싶었다
봄에는 그수많은꽃중에 하나였던 너였으니까
나는 너를 안고 싶었다
가을에는 단풍처럼곱게묽든니가 이뻤으니까
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그렇게안고 싶었다..
나의 일요일을...